A Mysterious World Of Me

Memori

2005-03-26T01:32:00.000+11:00

Aku Selalu diingat
Tak Sempurna tapi teringat
Kadang manis kadang pahit
Berirama bagaikan alunan lagu
Indah walau kadang
Pilu

Sekarang
Pemilikku sedang berangan
bermain denganku
tentang indahnya kenangan
juga pilunya masa lalu
Aku
Lelah bermain

Aku lelah bekerja
Mesinku merongrong
Gambarku buram
Seperti semut di layar kaca
Kecepatanku tak maksimal
Rasanya pemilikku akan bosan

Aku bercerita Padanya
Tentang
Indahnya saat dia menatap wajah
Bunga Sakuranya
Tepat di matanya
Aku bercerita
tentang
Susah sedih senang dan sayang saat
Bersama shabat-sahabatnya

Then
I'm getting suspicious
when
He bow and throw
his face like mourning
to death

Soshite
wakarimasen
nani mo tanoshimi ni shite imasen
dare mo imasen
soshite
nomimasu
wakarimasen

Aku lelah
Mesinku dan kecepatanku makin berkurang
Sebentar lagi
I will be shutting down
and off
Aku tak akan terlupa
Dan
Tak teringat dengan jelas

Aku tegaskan
dengan jelas
sangat jelas
tegas.............................. ..... .. . *piii_________iiiiiip* <*_*>
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Nelangsa

2005-02-03T22:54:00.000+11:00

malam tadi
kupandang bintang berkilauan
dilangit hitam tanpa bulan
getir rasanya hati ini

kubisikkan dalam hati
semua yang ingin kusampaikan
kulapangkan hati
kutatap lagi bintang itu
dimana dirimu sekarang..................

ku disini bingung
hampa rasanya hidup
kuhanya dapat berharap
Suatu saat kita kan bertemu lagi

Dan kan ku katakan
Bahwa aku sayang kamu..........
sangat.............

Segalanya pasti berakhir
dan aku yakin kali ini akan berakhir bahagia
disini kusangat rindu kamu
kau yang selalu tersenyum
kau yang selalu becerita tentangmu
kau.................................

Sekarang ini kusangat ingin bertemu kamu..............................................

Girl

2005-01-17T02:40:00.000+11:00

I'm just an ordinary boy
And I got to tell you something about
Girl........................

Spring wind blew up
And My heart was full of butterflies
When I saw A rose Shinning under the sunshine
hhmmmfffff....................Beautiful............Really

This was not love, badly....................

My breath cooling down
The Sky smiled at me
I was sitting down under a big tree
I felt like sorrounded by..............angels
And the trees were dancing through the day
with the melody of the blowing wind
Aaaahhhhh................It's extremely.................
Wonderfull......

I Stared at her..................
Her smile........, Her eyes.........., her hair......., her charm........
They were unmentionable even until now
I haven't felt that way before
It wasn't love........ I'm really sure It wasn't

But something....................
The nature, their language like............
They looked like going to tell me
That was.................
L......Love......
hhhhhhhhhhhhh
..............................................................................................

Family

2005-01-03T01:02:00.000+11:00

We all have family
Even an animal or plant has a family
But waht's a family actually
I don't even know until now

Like an angel in the darkness I'm lost
I need a harmony of it but there's nothing
I asked to the sky but they just cloudy at all
Is All the human are family
I don't even think they will

Because look now everything
Ego of a man can change a destiny of a country
Waht's that all about
I asked again to the blue Ocean
But they answer is a sorrow that they made today

I don't think we can rebuild this again
My mind now blank nothing in there
When I asked to the wind that blowing today
I can't hear anything they just gone
Through me

Lastly I''m tired
Then I asked to the sun that shining all the evening
But they shine just gone
eaten by the dark of the night
I can't smile anymore

Why are they did that
Why are they didn't answer me
maybe they have angry to us
Who had killing each other
just for Ego no other reason
Where's the Love and the Peace
That's all Bullshit today
I think nothing is remarkable

The Whistle ( Bisikan )

2004-12-24T01:58:00.000+11:00

This is my last night ( ini malam terakhirku)
I hope ( Saya harap)
For the golden star in the sky ( untuk bintang diangkasa )
For the passion of the darkest night ( untuk kelembutan dari malam yang tergelap )
For the last cry from the justice and humanity ( untuk tangisan terakhir dari kebenaran dan kemanusiaan)

Every step in my live ( setiap langkah dalam kehidupanku )
Counting down to the death of the peace ( menghitung mundur menuju kematian dari kedamaian )
Indeginously just ash from the arrogance ( Kepribumian hanya abu dari orang-orang egois )
Tears and blood Pouring everywhere ( Air mata dan darah tumpah dimana-mana )
Everytime ( Setiap Waktu )

Because of me ( Karena aku )
Everybody startled to seek a shelter ( semua orang kebingungan mencari tempat perlindungan)
I didn't reckon If I were them ( aku tidak tahu jika aku jadi mereka )
What would I do ( apa yang akan kulakukan )
Now regretfullness blow over me ( sekarang penyesalan mengurung diriku )
But nothing I could do ( tapi tak ada yang bisa kulakukan )
Just cry because of my fault ( hanya menangis karena kesalahanku )

These all the way I will feel ( Inilah yang akan kurasakan )
If I were the American Men's ( apabila aku menjadi orang dibawah amerika )
I hope they would hear my little whistle ( Aku harap mereka mendengar bisikanku )

Angel

2004-12-24T01:43:00.000+11:00

Your smooth (C) wing's touched me (G)
make your presence is the one in my heart
Always (Am)

Your Smily face blow away
All of sorrow in my loneliness
Always

Bridge :
You is an angel (Em) in my dream (Am)
who comes from heaven for me
You tied me up with your passion
Which make my soul so warm

Reff :
Hi Angel (C) please hear my voice(G) even if it too far away
Oh Angel I wanna hear you said that I always be in your heart
Maybe those are impossible
But that is Love, that is Love
That's Love with passion from my heart
Who even haven't felt in love before

Your Blade slay me
long ago when I said that I love you
Really

Your hearrt freezing
When my breeze blowed over you
Hardly

Go to Bridge, Reff, reff end

Reff end :
Hi Angel please hear my voice even if it too far away
Oh Angel I wanna hear you said that I always be in your heart
Maybe those are impossible
But that is Love, that is Love
That's Love with passion from my heart
Who never gonna have your love

Who never ever gonna have that
Never

Goodbye again........

2004-12-19T23:15:00.000+11:00

Sayonara....................
That's the word.......again.......
We've learnt many things together
We've learnt how to speak, to listen and to write.........
together....................but
Sayonara...............my friends, that's the word

You raised me up to get evrything I need
You Cheered me when I got something bad
When a strange thing came................
We were strong like a rock...............
when we were down, we held each other to up......
but why the time turning so fast............

Sayonara my friends, sayonara..........
Just that I could I wont have to say it now
Remeber all the time we have..........
All the time we spend..........

One more time.................
Goodbye..........my friend..........
Goodbye............... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

I Miss You (My Love)

2004-10-12T22:56:00.000+10:00

Winter was left behind
but i still thinking of you
comes Spring today
but you're voice still inside my head
then the hot of summer has comes
but you're still the one i cant change

Now I wanna know
who are you thinking about?
who are with you right now?
I'm really miss you

You will be inside my heart
even if I'm not alone anymore
you will always be my princess
even if you dont wanna be that

We cant be together, i know
You don't wanna be with me, i know
But i dont wanna lose you from my life
past, now and forever
You will always be my love...........
And I'm really need you right now..........

2004-10-10T02:08:00.000+10:00

Cockington

This is my first trip in Australia and I went to Canberra
I went to many place such as parliaement house, Goldburn, Flouride, and The Cockington Garden.
This is me and my sister picture at the Cockington Garden
The Cockington Garden is a garden that has lot of miniatures of the building and the dreamland city of australian.
In here we also can see building from around the world in miniature,
cool isn't it?

2004-10-10T02:04:00.000+10:00

Flower
This is a picture of some flowers in flouride, in there we can see a land that full with flowers with shapes and different colours.

2004-10-10T02:01:00.000+10:00

Canberra4
This is me at the front of the flouride, look at the flowers they're so many!!!!!!!

2004-10-10T02:00:00.000+10:00

Canberra3
This is one miniature bilding in cockington, within me beside it : )

2004-10-10T01:59:00.000+10:00

This is me at the Parliaement House !!!!!!
Canberra2

2004-10-10T01:58:00.000+10:00

This is me beside the Castle in Cockington, that's cooollll !!!! He2 ";-)
Canberra

First Love - Utada Hikaru

2004-10-07T23:59:00.000+10:00

Original Song:

saigo no kisu watabako no flavor ga shita
nigakute setsunai kaori

ashita no imagoro ni wa
anata wa doko ni iru n' darou
dare wo omotte 'ru n' darou

you are always gonna be my love
itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
i'll remember to loveyou taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
ima wa mada kanashii love song
atarashii uta utaeru made

tachidomaru jikan ga ugoki-dasou to shite 'ru
wasuretaku nai koto bakari

ashita no imagoro ni wa
watashi wa kitto naite 'ru
anata wo omotte 'ru n' darou

you will always be inside my heart
itsu mo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
ima wa mada kanashii love song
atarashii uta utaeru made

you are always gonna be my love
itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
i'll remember to love you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
mada kanashii love song
now and forever......

English Translation:

the last kiss tasted like tobacco
a bitter and sad smell

tomorrow, at this time
where will you be?
who will you be thinking about?

you are always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to love you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
until i can sing a new song

the paused time is about to start moving
there's many things that i don't want to forget about

tomorrow, at this time
i will probably be crying
i will probably be thinking about you

you will always be inside my heart
you will always have your own place
i hope that i have a place in your heart too
now and forever you are still the one
it's still a sad song
until i can sing a new song

you are always gonna be my love
even if i fall in love with someone once again
i'll remember to love you taught me how
you are always gonna be the one
it's still a sad song
now and forever...

Dream

2004-10-06T23:56:00.000+10:00

....................
This night i wrote this
with everything inside my head
i'm bored, i'm confused
everything broke up, crashed
just the blue hills dream coming through my head

Anata wa became shadows
semuanya tak bisa diraba dirasa
you'll never know what i'm going to be
aku terpaku didinding putih
i see everybody sad and smile
just like a cloud in that dream

kutulis puisi ini dalam lot kind of bahasa
and kamissa'atul 'an?
but the clock wont tell it's time
i'm just going to something
do my rutinity just doin nothing
just like the blue of this dream

But my time still long
i dunno when it will be finish
or maybe i'll be punished first
i dunno the contrast of my life
i just sit in the cage with everything
just like the hills that as long as we can see, they're disappear

this is the picture like my dream tonight...........................

2004-10-04T02:39:00.000+10:00

The Sunset

This evening looks great
cloud seems imaginary
then the sunset catch'em all
until it fall into the red deep sea

aku harap sore itu esok kan ada
dan kulihat lagi itu itu terus setiap hari
tapi apakah mungkin
everyday..........
para singa negara semakin dibenci
dan para rakyat sengsara makin dimaki
sudah pasti alam teraniaya
nyala api membara kayu-kayu hutan
metropolitan merampas hak langit biru yang indah
kebersihan sudah menjadi dambaan bukan kebiasaan
kita pun sesak dibuatnya

jika ini terus begini
manusia akan memusnahkan rasnya sendiri
juga ciptaan nan indah dari sang-rabb
bukan orang lain yang memulai
tapi mungkin kita yang melakukannya????

Anak Burung

2004-09-28T01:43:00.000+10:00

Ini aku didalam sangkar
mencari makan tak ada yang benar
mencari ilmu perutku lapar
lalu kuterbang ke tempat lain

Kusampai di padang luas
hijau indah terhampar
makanan dimana-mana
pengalaman menambah ilmu
nyaman sepertinya, tetapi
tidak bersemayam dihati

Disini indah tapi tak senyaman sangkarku
makanan banyak tapi tak senikmat milikku
aku bebas tapi tak seaman dahulu
sepertinya kuingin pulang saja kesangkarku
atau ku terus singgah disini???

The Story of Life

2004-09-28T01:24:00.000+10:00

One, two and three years in the past
first, second and third story began
until someday in the future come
then the story end...

fallen in the dark hole
Rise into the highest sky
those things are turning around
making our life colourfull

sometimes I wanna ask
what are we looking for?
but that just nonsense
doesn't matter, we live just for the god
maybe............

so let's go let's solve our life
let's make this life better
in the world and in the world after this world..............................

We will get our chance

2004-09-27T00:26:00.000+10:00

If you feel sad, sometimes
Just think about stars and flowers
If you fall to nightmare
Just belive that is the last
Be calm....................

Your chance will come
Sometimes, someday
Nobody knows even yourself
The world still rotating

Well up to you
you think you're a duck in swans group
or a swan in ducks group
or a swan or a duck in the free world

or maybe nothing in this world...........

that's your chance to choose???

Mentariku, Someday

2004-09-27T00:08:00.000+10:00

Hitam terang berganti
We're getting older........
namun malam masih juga selimuti
kan kuambil bintang disana
kuganti rembulan disini, biar terang benderang
I'm bored with this.......

Kuingin hari yang gembira
dengan pengertian dan perasaan
Kan kulangkah kaki ini bangga
Bunga wajahkupun bisa bermekaran
I will stand up if that could be real...........

Hari apa ya itu
Itu mimpi atau realitas
Atau hanya angan-angan
I hope that time will be soon..............

My Story

2004-09-26T22:21:00.000+10:00

This is me, my name is sadra.
I have experience, family, friends and everything.
But, I think I've missed something important in my live.....................
That is happiness..................................
I dont know why????????
Maybe coz I can't fall in love again....................
Or maybe I don't have any positive respect and fairness from other............................
Or coz I can't enjoy this live...........................
I have loved somebody 5 years ago........ but she's gone....................
Then My heart change.............. I love another girl......... but.......................
I can't be with her........................ and I moved to Oz......................
I'm very depressed in this loneliness........... I need Happiness................... FOREVER and EVER

Magic World

2004-09-25T21:18:00.000+10:00

Hello There,.............
Welcome to my virtual world, you are going in to a virtual magic world...................
Lets Go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!